Feeling rough

Feeling very rough today. I decided to take one of my new sleeping tablets last night. Nurse warned me it might make me feel rough and biy was she right. Feeling very queasy and not quite with it. Could really do with going back to bed for the rest of the afternoon and sleeping. Got to go to a BBQ at mum and dads this afternoon as they have friends staying the weekend. Still very nervous about meeting people and going out all but nurse says this is a symptom of depression and will pass eventually. Sky is clouding over and it looks like rain -just hope it holds off until we have eaten.